Dancing on the BLADES with Aram ☯️

[Aram]

Dear Diary
Hi!
Do you know me?
i'm your owner.
I'm the real you, the physical side of your virtual body.
And you.....
You're a guide to show me a way out of the maze of my mind!
and you're the one who can save my sanity!

Here we are again :-D
Lets be friend and share what we've been through.

[Aram]

Dear Diary!

Today, i can smell a real AUTUMN.
I can smell the first rain of autumn.
but it makes me SAD!

I just opened Media Player and searched to find a song about a rainy day.
but I can't select a track to play~ and it make me dizzy.

I wish I could walk and dance and sing in the rain, and and let the water wash out my painful tears...
I wish i could love rainy days again...
I wish i could stop the time 3 years ago...

Its Raining again, i feel really sad
my beloved is leaving me and never gonna look back
i'm looking at you, i wish you put your suitcase down
I dont wanna this frozen kiss as my last reminder of you
the rain is washing out my tears, cant you see i'm crying?
you loved me and I let you down.... *sob sob*
forgive me *sob sob*


Here's what i'm listening < DOWNLOAD>

[Tiny Tina]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnGdoEa1tPg

This one always works for me! Enjoy <3

[Aram]

Dear Diary!
Hello again! its confession time!
It was useless.... everything i did!
I wanted tell him how I feel And let everyone know it
But what he did? betray me!
My feelings was written all over my face, even fools could find it out!
But that blind selfish boy never saw that!
He wanted my love at first, he waited and waited to hunt my heart...
And finally he seduced me.
Then he left!

I wonder how i couldn't see his dark side?
I think i can understand this quote now:

“Everyone is a moon, and has a dark side which he never shows to anybody.”
Mark Twain

[Aram]

Dear Diary!
Look at me! how do i look?

Yeah! i like it too!
I feel confident now! i can go to her house and show how wonderful i am!
I make her stop talking behind my back.
You think I cares about what they said?
No!
Absolutely no!
They are just a hilarious couple who continue their broken marriage! and you know what is funny?
They think nobody knows that! they laugh and dance together and act like a happy couple every time!
Anyway!
I will tell you about what happened at party tomorrow

Sweet Dreams Dear Diary! XOXO

[Aram]

hi diary

*Fading the dust*
I wasn't around for a while.
After that &$#@ %^#$# party that was so humiliating, i was a little depressed.
But i'm OK now and here to hug you again *kissing diary's pages*

tomorrow is my Mom's birthday. and i'm gonna go shopping:

its not easy to buy something for your mom, you know....
uhh... of course you dont know! you're my diary! how can you know something that i dont know!
you're me!
and i'm you!
i don't feel well today... i'm sleepy and confused.

let's turn our Valentine mode on, and listen to something lovely

RAIN & Coffee & US - BY SINAN & AYHAN - MP3

**Putting my head on the table and falling sleep**